Emokiller99

I'm so sick of everyone saying i stole there art, which every single piece of Itazura Na Kiss picture i asked to use.
So i am leaving Deviantart.

I'm going to miss you all.








And will you please take care of the group?

I love you guys all.

You all are taisetsu ( precious)

And you all are very talented!

Hope you and your boyfriend have great memories!
Hope you get your songs published!
KEEP WRITING! CAUSE YOU ROCK!
I really wanted to see some of your drawings, but don't forget you are a great writer, and very funny.
i really wanted to win that contest.
same goes for i wanted to win yours too.

And You was my first friend!!!

I'm going to miss you all.

But if you want to my email is PatienceArthur@ymail.com
and Pay_day_1234@yahoo.com

I hope some of you stay in touch with me! <3

I LOVE YOU ALL

私全力ので日本語を翻訳しようとしています i 取得何も正しくない場合、ください私を許す

私は i に書いています i 手がかりを知っているが、それはすごいまたは入力

そんな私に発狂しない 1 つ get i この間違ったのいずれかを取得するには、i しようとしていますが、とても、一生懸命、i 自分のクラブに参加してすべての人に感謝したい場合下さい。非常に愛、忍耐と感謝


私はすまなく思ってこれがひどいです





I don't even know what this says and i wrote it. I'm terrible at Japanese Gomen-nasai.

Dōmo arigatō if you read this. And if you know what the top says can you tell me. LOL

I have know clue.

I have one question
O-genki desu ka?



toki doki watakushi so^ omou  sore dake watakushi no shiawase  chikotto


Now hopefully i got that right. And it is Japanese.

Nihongo [yoku] hanasemasen




This journal was for fun. testing my Japanese knowledge. LOL

Well normally i've had better days, but i WAS BORED ALL DAY TODAY!

And i have to go back to school tomorrow.

BUt it snowed yesterday. that's a plus. But right now i am not missing math class. If i could go all my life wothout it i'd be a happy person.
But it's 4th and 5th period

And now my head is killing me.

As they top says!

I just want to look window and scream at the sky. Because every time i read something tragic, my heart ache's.  I've never been in love, and i'm not in a relationship, so why?
For instance i just read a Itazura Na Kiss fanfiction on Fanfiction.Net, and it tore me to pieces. I broke into to tears, and my chest was hurting, try imaging a sward go through you heart. That's how it felt. And i hate having my feeling shown in public, but i'm confused.
And it hurts. god i sound so retarded, like a crybaby, geesh i'm a loser.
But just want to know why.....

And i probably sound stupid in this but-

Why is life so complicated?

I could seriously drop on my knee's a plug my hand in my chest and pull my heart right out. I don't understand myself! Why am i like this? Ugh. Its pointless, and my chest still is aching!
*chuckle* this is my rant.
A very pointless, stupid one.

I WANT to believe in happily ever after ( How cliche)
But with the world now i can't see MY happily ever after happening.



I should just get it in my stubborn head, that fairy tails Don't exsist.


At least that's what i'm trying to lead myself to believe......














And now i'm wondering if i will regret this journal. I probably will later.